Shall we kiss?

It's so very rare for us both to be alone at the same time.

Would it bother you to know that every time… Every single time… I think about the possibilities it allows? Would you think less of me if you knew that it's on these rare evenings that I'm probably at my weakest, that if we just… if we had just a moment together, just the two of us…

I just want to kiss you.

So bad. Gosh… so, so bad.

Would that be such an awful thing… really? Just once? Just to find out how it feels?

Is it that much of a step beyond finding out how we felt in each other's arms a few weeks ago?

I mean… really?

sigh

I suppose it is.

But gosh, I do love you so.

I really, really just do.

sigh